Getting dressed in the morning sucks, I don't have cute clothes and nothing looks good on me because of how big I have gotten.
But today I'm feeling a little more confident, maybe it's because  I have lost 4lb since last week (I went to the doctors and was weighed in at 190lbs) I officially start "trying" to loose some real weight this week hence starting this blog and taking "before" pictures.... which hopefully will help me over the next few months/years or however long it takes to see that I AM making progress!
But yeh today I'm feeling a little better about myself so that's progress too.